[Novel] Please Don't Leave Me
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Title: Please Don't Leave Me
Rating: (PG-13)
Content Notes/Warnings: They yell, they tear at each others emotions, but they need each other, they love each other. Inspired by Pink's Please Don't Leave me, it's Kallion and Mallie's Theme Song. Childhood Comfort comes before this.
I'd like to make clear this isn't just a man emotionally abusing his fiance relationship, Kallion whom has lost loved ones in his past is over protective of his fiance who has been abused nearly all her life by men . She thinks he is caging her and thinking her weak as her country believes woman are....they yell, they scream, and they both end up hurt. But Kallion would NEVER hit her, the yelling matches are fair, she sometimes starts the arguments, he sometimes does. It doesn't matter who started or finished. Both have the best intentions at heart, but it doesn't seem to show. They are complicated but love each other dearly and couldn't live without each other. Things do get better for them but it takes a long time.
No Warnings.
Main Character/s: Mallie Quele, Kallion ap'Eiblhion
Plot: It was finally to much, Mallie was going to leave, but Kallion couldn't live without her.
Location: Dire Cry castle, Dire Cry city.
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How many times had he seen her back as she walked away? The tenseness of her shoulders, the swaying of her hips and her hands in tight fists after a yelling match.
Mallie...
“I’m sorry...”
Her step falters, her hands disappearing before her, head bowing, the thick black curls covering her shoulders that quiver.
“Are...you? Really?” Echoes off sandstone walls back still turned to him talking to air.
Kallion swallows and his brow furrows taking a step forward, his hands reaching out in vain toward his fiance, “Yes. I didn’t mean it. I promise. Please don’t leave me.”
The pale young woman shakes her head, shoulders continuing their quivering and her head turns to the side toward him.
“We tear each other apart, cut ribbons into each other’s skin, why do I need you? Why do you want me? It’s always going to be like this, one of us starts and the other finishes.”
A shake of an insistent head of white/silver hair, the Half Arch angel in long strides broings himself to Mallie’s side his large hands grasping her smaller ones.
“One more try, just one more moment. I didn’t mean it; I say things I don’t mean when you frighten me, when I worry for you.”
Mallie’s bright greens are dubious, “Were each other’s lovers, but each other’s enemies, we punch holes into each other’s hearts with every word we say. I never knew I could say such nasty things before we wed Kallion...”
Kallion shakes his head and drops onto one knee his hands still grasping hers, “Forgive me Mallie. One last time, let’s try this just one last time. No more screams, no more yells. I’m bleeding just like you are, you’re everything to me and I haven’t put you first. I apologize...I’m sorry beautiful.”
Mallie sucks in a soft breathe tears entering eyes and she smiled a watery smile, “How come I never can say no when you get down on one knee before me,” laughing, she freed her hand and her arms wrapped around his neck.
“My charm?” Kallion grins to her lightly and hugs the young woman back.
“As if,” Mallie sticks out her tongue at him, “Just...just keep calling me beautiful.”
Kallion grasps her fragile form to himself burying his face in her black locks.
“Always, just...Please don’t leave me.”
“I don’t want to be afraid Kallion,” whispers past cabaret red lips.
“I’d give my life for you Mallie, No matter what; remember you know I'll always love you.”
“It always comes back to this Kallion, always, like an endless circle. We yell and scar and ask for forgiveness. It doesn’t matter who started, who finished, we both always end up hurt. The one that wins is always the one who hurt the the most. I won’t leave, I need you. I hate it, but I need you.”
“We need each other,” Kallion hoarsely murmured clutching at red dress.
“I won’t leave you.”
“Thank you...”
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me
Please Don't Leave me - Pink